my sharing with you
I must admit that I have been very lazy to blog ever since i started work. I was struggling with my new job as it is not what I have expected. My major responsibility is more towards the operation sides or you can call it a routine basis job. I decided to stay on and continue to show my enthusiasm on works, to be willing to learn as much as possible. Frankly speaking, I was quite reluctant to do some of the work. I suppose my attitude contradicts to what I have said earlier - To glorify God in everything I do.
There is some personal reason that upsets me about the job. I doubt if this is wise to blog here since she is also one of the readers. Not sure how she’d feel if I blogged it. Ah…maybe later or maybe not. I guess this is all started from my jealousy or enviousness towards her. *sigh* I’m still a human even though I want to walk in the righteousness of God. Perhaps I shouldn’t limit myself in seeing the present event only otherwise I would miss out and ruin the plan which is beautifully prepared by Him.
Okay, another mission statement - Live by faith and not by sight.
God is so real that He has been speaking to me by situation and sermons for these past 2 weeks.
Firstly, He speaks to me about determination to …ahem *clear throat*
Ok, I responded His message by joining the gym club that is in front of my workplace.
Secondly, He wants me
Everyone who is close enough to me would know I have been complaining every single thing about KL. I did not appreciate the public transportation system - The Putra LRT link, KL Monorail, the road system, the highway, the people even. YES, the traffic jams drive me mad. I might be suffocated by those odors in LRT. Walking on the pedestrian pathway would be another major concern as firstly, I am afraid my shoe’s heel will break due to the unlevel pathway. Secondly, I am burdened to walk on every where ‘cuz I never know if I could become the snatch theft’s target. But God demands me to love my city!!!! Aren’t some of us take KL for granted? I am one of them. But I will learn to at least not complain so much.
Ok, God… could you protect me in everywhere I am? I know You will because You are a gracious God!
I have been thinking how to earn Xtra money after working hours. But I don’t think He wants me to work overtime (Proverbs 23:4). Wow- He is just so real. He shows me a better way in handling money too. He asked me to be wise when using credit card to make payments as this may lead me to debt if I’m not careful enough. Friend, He has great things for us, He wants to prosper us but we might loose all he has got for us if we continue to live in the ‘world system’ - Use first, Pay later.
It’s another new day tomorrow.
New day that filled with love and hope.
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