30th May 2006

Come hug me

I need a hug, a very tight and warm hug. Would you hug me?

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I have been very stressed with work lately. Kinda burn out, tried every method I learnt from the EQ class to destress. It doesn’t really work though. I know what would help best, a hug. But I can’t just simply go and ask anyone to hug me. I would probably go insane if I did that. I miss the time I stayed in Melbourne. Although life wasn’t that great and smooth during those days, I had my housemates and friends to support me. I would run to upstairs the moment I stepped into Drummond 125. I would run to my housemates and hug them.

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HUGS is the most effective destress therapy for me. Nothing seem to be too hard to resolve and you believe you have friends to care and love you no matter how tough the issue is.

Back here is a bit different. I still live with my parents. My parents are great ones! However I won’t show my downfall to them. Moreover Asian parents are usually less expressive, they don’t hug you every time.

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And perhaps I am still single and have not really involved in relationship before. Thus, I don’t really know the taste of it. I heard it is sweet when you can have another shoulder to lean on. I heard it is sour when you see your loved ones having meals with the opposite sex alone. I also heard it will taste hot and spicy when one betrays their loved one. When will it get bitter? I don’t know, maybe when there isn’t any hope to rescue the relationship?

So back to the huggng, my topic today.

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I am already thinking who I can hug even for now!

They are all very far from me now. Please don’t get the wrong idea, I am not interested in long distance relationship. Most of them are scattered around Malaysia, one is in the south of Peninsular Malaysia now. But since he just recently get attached, it isn’t nice to do that anymore. We gotta be considerate over other’s feelings. Then, another is in the north. I just hugged him a few days back. Sadly to say, we are even further apart now. He will be leaving to overseas for work.

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The other two who used to remedied me are still left working in the Downunder. Then how about those in KL? One also don’t have ar? Maybe not for now. :( Then how about my girl friends? Never mind about them since they don’t check out my blog AT ALL.

Boy’s hug is more effective than Girl’s hug. You know why? “They” don’t bounce, so it is very comfortable.

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Seriously, I need a hug.

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18th May 2006

Think too much

Yes, I am just a step away from deep shit. I have to pull myself out before going further.

Breathing in, breathing out….inhale, exhale…Let’s do it again. Inhale……Exhale…….Calm down.
I did something I am not supposed to.

No, it’s not shameful. It’s very normal to happen in this modern society or even in centuries ago!

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14th May 2006

Car crashed into Proton Showroom, Jalan Pahang

As I was still watching live match of Liverpool v.s Westham just now, I heard a very loud crash outside my house. It occurred to me that was just probably some truck with a full load of sands collided on the road. And the location must be the blindspot outside Maybank, Jalan Pahang.

I did not intend to ‘keypoh’ until I saw two helicopters flying around with the spotlights on at my residential area. They were both quite close to the ground, probably 300-500m away. My instinct told me it must be something dead serious happening in front of the shop row. I was curious whether the helicopter was searching for run-away criminals or they were used to watch how serious the traffic occurred because of all the keypohchees (busybody). I looked out from the back of my house and I saw a long stretch of traffic just in front of Galleria shopping mall, the abandoned mall. But on the other side of the road seemed empty, more motorbikes were parked on the roadside if compare to normal days.

I decided to find out what’s happening out there. I took my fully charged digi camera with me since I thought it would be very handy in case the news agency doesn’t have a coverage on it. Sorry, no news is good news. I really don’t feel like blogging about this whole incident. However the photos will surely remind us to drive carefully if we can’t see far ahead.

As I was approaching the crowd, my heart beat faster. I didn’t want to see blood scenes or any uncensored scenes which will cause me having nightmare. Then I saw this.

It's not Jackie Chan's stunt movie aiyoo, this is not Jackie Chan’s stunt movie!

 People looking around Does this make sense to you?

 Big mess Smashed tables, chairs and glasses everywhere.

 Senget Tiang Senget Lamp-post

 Tengok apa? Pigi pigi... Police busy controlling traffic, “lu tengok apa? Cepat pigi!” to the busybody drivers.

Yes, I couldn’t imagine poor Proton Showroom Jalan Pahang had the same fate of repeating a crash into the business unit. At one time I thought it is another Jackie’s Chan movie. The accident happened around 11.45pm on 13 May 2006. I wtinessed neither the driver nor passengers inside the car. I did see some blood stain on the pedestrian path, it was too intense to take those photos.

Do you think the cause of it was blind-spot area? Or do you think the driver was too fast and furious? Or a combination of both?

Please, I urge you not to drive real fast on the way from Jalan Genting Klang especially when approaching the pedestrian bridge, where you can see REAL LONG AND BIG MAXIS advertisement. There is where the blind spot. DO NOT ATTEMPT TO STOP YOUR CAR ON THE ROAD SIDE TO WITHDRAW MONEY FROM THE DAMN BANK!!! Especially at NIGHT! Most drivers drive really fast down from the slope and endangering others’ lives while trying to cut from fast lane to enter the street heading to Titiwangsa. Now i guess the hero drove into the Proton show room could be of the reason. Or he/she was trying to avoid the cars parked outside Maybank. I have got a picture here to give you a better understanding.

Setapak Roadmap from Jln Genting Klang to Jalan Pahang   Not so professional drawing, Ok enough for you to understand.

A community service from me, PLEASE, I URGE YOU ALL DRIVERS AGAIN TO SLOW DOWN YOUR CAR SPEED WHENEVER YOU DRIVE THROUGH JALAN GENTING KLANG TO JALANG PAHANG.

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1st May 2006

Got hurt again

What must I do to prevent getting sick?

First that was eye infection. Then followed with sore throat, flu, fever and now getting interesingly with having my left wrist sprained. I did not know how it happened, I only felt the pain when I got up in the morning. The swelling of the wrist didn’t go off as I thought it would, like 2 days after. You know something is wrong when you cannot have full flexibility with your wrist motion. So I went to the physician for a check up. Not bones fractured, just the carpal bones are injured. But it will be infectious if I didn’t treat it earlier. The physician said most of the patients who have similar injury are ladies. Maybe most women do houseworks or because of the stuffs they carry, eg shopping bags could possibily injure the wrist joint.

So cool

I know I will be fine.

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