:: jotting the lines ::

I don’t know if I should even talk about this here. But if I don’t say, I have no other outlet I can talk about.

I felt uneasy, very uncomfortable with this guy around in church. I try not to have eye contact with this person. I will go away if I notice he is walking towards where I am. I try to keep him from distance, at least 20 meters away from me.

The problem here is he does nothing wrong to me. He has never offended me as far as I remember. I just dislike this person so much so that I will avoid any event that he is also attending! I was regret of not attending one of the functions because I thought he would be there.

Geez… I can’t help. I know it can happen to me, vice versa. If I hate someone for no reasons, the same will do to me too.

So how? Should I acknowledge this problem cognitively and sort it out?

It is kind of stupid that I dislike someone and the person does not know what is the whole deal all about. Sigh, what other worse situation can this turn into? Changing church? Oh no, it’s way too much!